Edward has found his Isabella in the throes of passion with Emmett. His discovery is has broken his heart and made him question everything he thought he knew. What he doesn't realize is that his sudden appearance at Bella's window has made her question her own sanity. Once she sees truly sees Edward and hears his words, her entire world is turned upside down.
She was haunted by Edward's black eyes, full of hate and contempt, piercing her as his beautiful mouth spewed acrimony. He called her a monster. He compared her to the man who changed her and tortured her body and soul. She tried to explain, but he wouldn't listen.
He didn't care why she changed him.
He didn't care why she left him.
He didn't care that she thought she'd lost him forever.
He didn't care that she loved him.
He didn't care, because he didn't love her anymore. The realization left her cold and empty, and she lay in the wet, grimy street, praying that the same God who'd seen fit to take away Edward's love would see fit to take away her pain as well.
When I read Pushy's wonderful last chapter, it was painful, and she told me how hard it was for her to write. After writing this chapter, I understand what she meant on a whole new level.
The playlist song for this chapter is "Bringin' on the Heartbreak" by Def Leppard.
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The song, as always, is so telling. And on behalf of EmoE, I apologize for the way he speaks when angry. *mutters, "Little jerk!"*
*hugs*
It has to get bad before it can get better, right? Right???? *sigh*
*sigh* I'm still suffering heart failure over the last chapter. And the masochist in me wants more.
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